Human personality basically formed by suggestion.
You are what you define yourself as, or are what other define you.
Other often defined me as stubborn.
Hell of stubbornness.
Other also defined me as weird.
But me, I define myself as a liar.
A good one too.
I always said the truth.
Even when I lie.
I stare at other people's eyes.
And yes, they think I'm such an honest person.
That's one of my bad habits.
Although I want to change it, I can't pull myself to do it.
This is driving me insane.
But I'm sure I'm already insane.
If I said the truth, won't other gonna get hurt?
When I said the truth, won't they hate me?
Though I said the truth, won't we feel lonely?
How I wish that someday I've got to stop myself from deceiving the one that I care about.
Well, this is also bullshit.
You don't lie to people you care.
You only lie to make yourself safe.
And I'm a good liar to make myself kept safe.
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